I've never really experienced loneliness before.. seriously I'm not kidding *hehe* that was a weird feeling when it first struck me *lol* It happened yesterday and really hit me like a ton of bricks! I can be very much of a people person and I can also be a very quiet and solitary person, depending on my mood and the activities I have planned ( Read more... )

I believe.. things have never been better ( Read more... )

I realised something today (okay I didn't realise this only today.. but I was thinking about it tonight *hehe*). Feelings. Love feelings. It sucks when they are not reciprocated! And still.. even though the love is only going one way and even though you just KNOW that you're gonna get hurt if you don't move on.. you still waste a lot of energy and ( Read more... )

*hehe* this is a rather random update to my journal *lol* but it's been 3 days since I've updated it so I thought what the hell! :P ( Read more... )

I was listening to songs and singing along with them.. and then I came across this one by Tim McGraw : "Live like you were dying" !!!

This song tells the story of a man (husband and father) who is diagnosed with cancer and realises it's time to do all the things he always wanted to do! Here are the lyrics :

He said I was in my early forties ( Read more... )

Arrrghhhh !!! I can't understand why my website (and therefore the files I put on it and that I use for my layout here) is down !! *wondering* I mean... I paid my hosting fees.. I paid to register my domain ('cause I lost it last year longgg story) AND I can even access my ftp server to see all the files and images and pages I have uploaded... BUT ( Read more... )

WOW !!! How time flies .. seems like just last night that my Christmas vacations were starting and it seemed like I had 2 whole weeks of peace and sleep before me!! And here we are.. January 6th.. Christmas is over already and I didn't enjoy it like I wanted to ( Read more... )

Hey guys ( Read more... )

Hey guys !!!! :wave ( Read more... )

Oh. My. God ( Read more... )